{justlovely.}

well, i made it out of todays surgery alive. amen to that. the greatest part of this all is that in the few moments I can breathe through my nose, it is the easiest thing ever. who knew?! i'm hoping for the next 30yrs to be the healthiest of my life. so far i think i'm on the right path!

when i think of all my medical issues and chronic pain, i can't but wonder what i would be like without all of those experiences. i guess it really doesn't matter because you can't put much stock into the "what ifs" and "if onlys. i think if you want to make yourself crazy go ahead... i might have had to learn that one the hard way a few times.

holy random tangent (i bet you couldn't guess i'm on pain meds...)

anywho- i am so excited to be able to run without feeling horrible congested and having a terrible time breathing through my nose. i guess that will all come after the blackening eyes heal and i can sleep laying down again.

for now I am going to embrace this extra time i have for creating art and crafting the sh!t out of my supplies.

ps. didn't hospital have a sweet floor?! i'm going to thank the floor for pleasantly distracting me from the the needle being stuck into my arm.

pss. it only took the nurse one try to get my IV in! just one! that is way better than the 7 tries it usually takes.