happy wedding my brynn and my matt!

have you ever seen a couple so in love. i love them. i love their love.

does it make me less of a girl to not like "the girls"? ok hear me out. personally, i think the bigger they are bigger i look. seriously... the goods, they aren't really that attractive. now it might have something to do with my personal style. simple. bright. fun. old lady-esc. really though, i would much rather wear a sports bra than a regular one any day. i feel like this phase should have hit during puberty- its normal to want to tape the girls down at that age, right... maybe its normal in your mid-twenty's too?

ok... creepy.

facebook knows me so well... well at least the horoscope does.

Aries Mar. 21 - Apr 19 (Wrong Sign?)
There may be a talent or ability under the surface of your daily life that is bubbling to the surface, Aries. It is probably what has been inspiring you to head in a different direction to where you thought you were going. The main thing for you to do now is to refuse to accept limitations. Just consider that every moment is new, full of opportunity, and whatever has been limiting you is going further into the past every day. And make sure to teach this to any children you have the pleasure to be around today.

{A} i have been going crazy cause i need to do what i love. being on the phone all day. not it. yes i talk a lot. but this girl needs a break from the hours of talking.

{b} its like they know what i do talk about all day. ummm early admissions college advisor. inspire- motivate. for an art school.

...creepy.

ps. can you tell i am work.... ha ha ha {mini font}

change is a comin' take 2

its crazy how my plans for the future can all change so quickly. and that they did. the place that was sucking the happiness right out of me has slowly gotten better. i am finally not told everything wrong that i am doing but told that there are things i am doing right. it was amazing to go in and actually hear positive things regarding my performance.. must be a new thing they are trying. i like it. they should keep it. in that same day i got the call that i would be allowed to take time off every 6 weeks to get the treatments on my tumored leg! YAY i can finally get it treated regularly {like it should have been} and hold a job. there is nothing better. of course that is all amazing... but of course there has to be a trial... my insurance now refuses to cover the treatments. luckily, my dr and his staff are awesome and have advised me on what we have to do to get insurance to cover me. Since he is after all the only doctor who can and will treat me along with I have been seeing him for the last 11 or 12 years of my life. may the jump through hoops begin. I am still starting school in the spring. i have too. i have been saying it for too long. its time.

life is great. the people in my life are great. just great. great. great. great. not sure you quite got it but great. Y

ok... back to work i go. hi ho hi ho...

change is a comin'

hi all... it has been so long since I have been blog crazy. you know something isn't right when i am not obsessively blogging my life away. it has been pointed out to me by quite a few. you see. i realize now that i haven't blogged in so long because a certain place has been sucking the life out of me. this place will remain un-named till the first of the year. so will my wonderful plan. but know, i am so excited for this plan. i am oddly excited about being as poor as dirt for the next few years. you know when something feels right, you just have to do it. as for me... i know this is right. i can't wait. i am grateful for the way our prayers are answered. even if its while you are doing your hair and you are dreading going into the place that is sucking you dry of all happiness. even if it comes while you are trying to hold back the tears of hating 40hrs out of your week. its a great feeling when the answer comes and you feel so relieved- even if you have no clue how its going to work, you know it will. for this i am grateful. for the future i am excited. i have learned through being obedient to the guidance of our Heavenly Father everything is going to be alright. coming back to colorado has been alright. quitting uop was alright. speaking on sunday was alright. so many things have been alright. going back to school full-time is going to be alright. going through the temple in march is going to be amazing. i can't wait and i guess i sort of let the cat out of the bag.

the place that is sucking my will to blog is forcing me to type this small... sad i know. just sad.

"Love is the most powerful force in the world."

-Dallin H. Oaks

the new pup.

ryan got a new puppy. he is so cute. i mean like adorable. i met up with him at petco to look at the puppies. when they brought him over, you instantly fell in love. it was so sweet. they set him down and he hid behind my purse and wouldn't look at us. shy dogs are the sweetest. he was the only one we looked at.

ryan still hasn't named him... i am all for turning the name molly unisex. apparently i am the only one who is all for it. even puppy didn't like it. he bit my toe right when i came to with the brilliant idea. so it was instantly denied.

maybe i will save the name molly for the day i have a daughter or a puppy.

dear paper. i love you.

{via design sponge}

i absolutely adore this. future party decoration ideas? i say yes!

Halloween Bowling!

its always a great exercise holding a bowling ball with one hand while someone else is pushing it down.

thanks to the awesome swine flu that was the most bowling i did that night... well with the exception of a couple attempted strikes...

slurpee heaven... need i say more?

ok and no one rocks a pink wig like elisa!

happy halloween! during a moment of feeling well ryan and i got a pumpkin-ryan carved the top out-since i am the "artist" i drew on the pumpkin face-real original, i know- nate baked the seeds-they were tasty-the end.

yippeee! i made it a whole year without moving... its kind of strange. i know that there are so many other places i could see myself living. for some reason staying here is just right. i am happy. life is good.

new in the last year...

*still a brunette{with horrid blonde roots} he he he
* <3 {thats all i have to say for right now.}
* i got a talking to for being too happy...
* love having bangs.
* did i mention that i have lived in the same place for a year.
* i shot my first wedding and loved!
* started and etsy shop... haven't done much with it.

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